The most terrible thing about him asking you that is that he's REALLY asking. You'd have to be blind in order to not see the mix of raw emotion behind his eyes or the shadows on his face when he turns to you.
Rare is the occasion that this one doesn't know what to do, how to feel, or where to place himself --
-- or it WAS rare for a long time. Maybe he never really HAS gotten better. Maybe he's still that same fucking idiot who chooses to fight for the wrong things or for the wrong side or cause, and ends up spending centuries paying for his mistakes and destroying lives in the process. ]
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[ Is it really?
The most terrible thing about him asking you that is that he's REALLY asking. You'd have to be blind in order to not see the mix of raw emotion behind his eyes or the shadows on his face when he turns to you.
Rare is the occasion that this one doesn't know what to do, how to feel, or where to place himself --
-- or it WAS rare for a long time. Maybe he never really HAS gotten better. Maybe he's still that same fucking idiot who chooses to fight for the wrong things or for the wrong side or cause, and ends up spending centuries paying for his mistakes and destroying lives in the process. ]